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WORDS OF MY HEART
I HARMED YOU... ONCE.
YOU NEVER SAID YOU HATED ME.
AND I DO NOT THINK THAT THAT WAS THE CASE.
YOU WERE PROBABLY TOO HURT FROM MY SCARS.
I WAS A MONSTER YOU LET IN.
I DID NOT KNEW IT MY SELF.
I LOVED YOU... DEEP AND UNCODITIONAL
I FOUND OUT I STILL DO THAT.
BUT I BROKED IT WHAT WAS WAS WOUNDEBLE AND FRAGILE. IT WAS INSIDE YOU.
LIKE A STORM I CAME WHITOUT HESITAION I WRECKED EVERYTHING.
I WASN'T MERELY A VICTIM OF THE CRIME AS I WAS THE CRIME ITSELF.
I HURTED YOUR INNER CORE
I CRACKED YOUR SAFE SHELL
I LET YOU LIE OPEN AND BLEEDING FOR THE WORLD AND I HAD NOTHING TO SAY TO YOU
NOTHING TO OFFER EXEPT FOR MY LOATHING OF YOUR WEAKNES.
HOW I COULD BE SO CRUEL I CAN'T RECALL.
I WANT TO SAY THOSE COMFORTING WORDS.
BUT I CHOACK ON THEM LIKE I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE CAUGHT IN MY SPIN OF BLACK CONSIONESS.
I WANT TO DRY AWAY YOUR TEARS.
BUT HOW CAN I IF I AM CAUSING THEM TO MERGE?
I WANT TO BE YOUR CLIFF.
BUT I FEAR YOU WILL FALL FROM ME.
I COULD MERELY HAVE KILLED YOUR SPIRIT YOUR LAST BELIEVE IN THE
IronmanHear me read it
My friends used to call William "Ironman" because the first time we kissed he got a nosebleed and the taste of his blood haunted me for a long time after it. We'd only been twelve years old and apparently the anxiety spiked his blood pressure to the point of combustion... I remember that when we were forced to take sex ed a few years later we were divided into separate classes for boys and girls, in case a diagram of an ovary was too risqué and we became animalistic and started clawing at each other in our seats, but nonetheless when our teacher Ms Jacobs had explained to us what an erection was in my mind all I could picture was the blood rushing to his nose and then the slash of cranberry across my blouse.
With the idea planted in his mind it didn't take long for William's hands to start wandering, but the image persisted. Every time I thought about just letting it happen I wondered what would happen if he got too excite
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